ecstasy
She is ecstasy, the high of my life.
The one I want to be sober for.
The one I want to be better for.
The one gave up the drugs for because I didn't need them around her.
I took all I did because I was in so much torture from a childhood never want to remember.
The drugs would help me forget.
But then she came along and it was just better.
She showed me a different way of how to process the pain.
With her I can just be.
- a brother incarcerated.